Losing my best friend

Yeah, I lost my best friend

And my love

Not because of conditions

Or the environment

But because I am

An utter fool

A blight on relations

The error was so massive

That I can’t even repent

I broke your trust

I can’t hope to regain

I played with your feelings

I can’t hope to rekindle

I can’t even ask for forgiveness

I have hurt you that much

I wish I wasn’t who I am

But that doesn’t change facts

Does it?

Doesn’t change who I am

A blight

A fool

Who can’t see things

For what they are

I am too ashamed

To ask for forgiveness

I realised my mistake

A bit too late

That’s all I can say

I shouldn’t have

Blamed you

When the fault

Was all mine

I wish I wasn’t who I am

But know this

It pains me deep

To know what I lost

And to know

What I did

I can’t hope to have

What I lost.

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